Di tengah deadline

Di tengah deadline kerja
Aku memikirkan rumah
Aku memikirkanmu yang tak kunjung bisa kumiliki

Di tengah berburu tenggat
Aku sadar tak ada lagi yang kukejar
Aku memutuskan untuk pulang

Kemarau

Katanya ini musim kemarau
Tapi kenapa air di pelupuk mata tak juga kering?

I'm a mess

It's been a while..

Yesterday I was an odd girl who always overacting

Now I'm an old woman who always overthinking

What's the different?

Nothing..

I'm still a mess

In old day I used to think that writing is amazing

Nowaday I think it is useless thing

I want to do something

But my body is just freezing

O, my old life
You were a mess
But I just want to go back
So that I won't bring regret this much